I think I've really grown up. Instead of dragging my sick body into uni to see the open day just to see my ex still doing his final year project presentation and rub it in his face the fact that I'm doing my PhD, I've decided to stay home and try to get better.
I guess I've given up trying to get back at him now. I mean, it really is a long time ago. (Wow... it'd been 4 years!) Some scar doesn't heal I suppose, but this time maybe I'll just let it go.
Besides, there's always the graduation... :P
But really, I doubt I've ever really wanting THIS badly to just show an ex just what he's missing, just how stupid he was for dumping me. Granted none of my other ex went into such extreme and hurt me that bad. But you just got to wonder I have to like him quite a lot to actually be hurt this badly. But ah well, he made his choice. And I'm more mature than that. Besides, I'm the one who's insanely happy all of the time... well, better if I'm not coughing like mad but still. So I'm not the one who lose out really...
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